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well its been a long while i did not blog...ok today is kinda boring day and my mood is down and i really do miss lil boi boi a lot!!i dont know whether did i say something wrong yesterday night bcos he was sleeping, and i was talking to my friend about the person i used to like bfore to my friend on the phone..well i always talk about that 'guy' to my friends, but i dont like that person anymore bcos i ald have lil boi boi.. im not sure whether did he over heard our conversation...he seems to be different in the sense ermm he used to hug me at night while im sleeping, but that night he did not :( so i guess he overheard the conversation..if i still like that guy, i would not be together with him..maybe im just thinking too much haiz...not sure just feel so down today....i dont want to be sad bcos i really hate that feelings a lot and it simply spoils ur mood..i really hope that i can turn back time so i wont say such things...sis can tell me what to do?i really need ur help here or maybe im just thinking too much over such a small things haiz....miss u guys back in malaysia and the ktv session ^^ will try to update the blog when im blogging cheers