Im Glad!!!

well im really glad that i broke up with him because that he is going after a girl behind my back (btw i suspect it ald) worse thing is she is my sis friend and he can be so freaking happy about the break up errggggg and im really not going to be upset about it and oh btw he is not worth it to be upset about anymore... thanks guys for the advice and being a listener when i needed them =) i really do appreciate it a lot... thinking back it, i feel that im really such a fool..anywayzzz its over!!!yay freedom ahahhaahah

Wonder Girls - Saying i Love You

Non nul naege malhaettji wae saranghandan malhaji anhnyago
Nal saranghagin hanyago
Gunde nan malya jomdo dalkomhage joldae ijulsu obge
Yonghwasoge yonin dulchorom gobaek haryogo
Gidaryosso hwinnunul naeeje
Malhalge nol wihae akkyo duwottdon gumal
Saranghae haessalboda nunboshin noye misorul nal anajudon
Noye dusonul saranghae saranghae
Yaksokhae na joldae nol ttona jianhulge
Irohke nul neeyope sosona malhalge
Mwol guri mangsorinyago guge guri oryobnyago
Nae mamul dutgo shipdago
Gunde nan malya jomdo tukbyolhage suchyo jinagaji anhke
Gu onu nalboda arumdabge giokdwidorok
Gidaryosso hwinnunul na ije
Malhalge nol wihae akkyodowottdon gumal
Saranghae haesalboda nun bushin noye misorul nal anajudon
Noye du sunul saranghae saranghae
Yaksokhae na joltae nol ttona jianhulge
Irohke nul neeyope sosona malhalge
Han sungando nowa ttorojigo shipji anha
Negeangyo shigani momchugirul baraeNa irohke nol sarangae~~
Sarangaehae haessalboda nun bushin noye misorul nal anajudon noyeDusonul saranghae saranghaeYaksokhae najoldae nal ttona jianhulge
Irohke nul neeyope sosona malhalge
Nol saranghae nol saranghae
Saranghae saranghae
Nol saranghae

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well i started blogging again after so long!! hahahahha well i ask him a question that whether he treat me as a substitute in the first place and whether does he likes me in the first place? and he tell me the answer is no and he told me that at first he doesnt really like me and wanted to break up with me before and then there was once when he went clubbing to celebrate anas farewell (i think) without me and he said that he was worrying about me and stuff...i myslef while listening to him saying those words feel like its so fake...i also ask him a question regarding last time he used to like jess but jess rejected him and moreover there is this girl that likes him and since that girl likes him so he just go for it...and his answer is like he doesnt treat me as a substitute and he knows that jess doesnt like him ald in the first place and not because of that he chooses me.. and he also say that in the first place that he doesnt like me until when he went clubbing during anas farewell he left me behind and he say that he regreted didnt bring me along and stuff haiz...when i heard that i find that its so fake and besides that he doesnt even contact his gf when she is with her friends till so late and sometimes when she is with a guy (that guys is my close friend)..and my friends can even ask me 'ur bf haven called u yet?' then i would answer dont know he doesnt even call and thats not the first time ald so many times..by the way his answer is like thats his character and he is not the type of person that calls ppl to ask where are they and he put full trust in me no matter which friend i hang out with...this shows that he doesnt even care about his gf at all haiz... i have nothing to say ald...by the way i broke up with him the next day bcos both of us like dont like each other and he say that what makes me think so...he didnt even say anything to not wanting me to break up...im not sure whether im doing the right thing..what am i to him?why are all the guys which are together with me like that???