Holidays

hey im back blogging again =) well im really happy that i finally got the job at utopia!! i applied the second time then only i manage to get the job yay!! but im still waiting for the manager to call me for training..well this is one of the good news and the other thing is recently i spend most of my time with my bf although he is working from 9 till 5 but im still happy can see him every single day hehehehe but sometimes he is not always by my side and he always will contact his guy friends first..sometimes im wondering is he gay?well sometimes i wanted to call him and ask him what time is he coming back, but then saw his phone in the room haiz... dont know why recently he did not bring his phone and im in the room worrying and waiting for him for so long to come back...im wondering am i important to him?but one thing i know that he treat me as his gf bcos there is one day where he saw me and my friend (guy) in my room sleeping and the environment is dark so he was so pissed at me for 2 days.. ok guys i can seriously tell u that there is really nothing happen between my friend and me and so i asked my bf why is he so quiet bcos he was really very quiet ever since he saw it, but he doesnt want to tell me..im really very scared during that time bcos he was really very quiet and thats the first time seeing him like that..then the next day he talk to me about that incident and i told him to trust me that im not this kind of person and so he trust me.. although the room is dark bcos my friend likes to sleep in a dark room that i also explain to him...and so at least i know that he is angry if he thought i did something bad behind his back..bcos all the while i thought that he is not "Gan Cheong"about me and bother what i do, but now i know..and oh results is coming out soon its really very freaky thing to check and i hope that everyone did well for their exams hwaiting!

Random

its been really long time since i last wrote on my blog..well im just wondering im in what kind of relationship?sometimes i feel that im not in a relationship...last time he use to contact me and of cos i got contact him as well sometimes, but he will contact me more...but this time he contact me lesser and i've been looking for him everyday bcos i miss him..im wondering why he chooses me as a gf? is it bcos of satisfaction?im really confuse myself...sometimes he treat me nice and sometimes he treat me ok...if he doesnt like me in the first place, he should not be together with me.. i really hate this kind of relationship and its something like my ex, but much better than him of cos (way much better than him) is it my fault? im the person that does not like to be sad and being emo...but why is this happening to me again????i really feel like giving up, but i cant bcos i love him and sometimes i pray hard to GOD that he will treat me better..there is one night i dream about him that he was flurting with other girls and i was jealous (wierd dream) its just out of a sudden i dreamt about that..am i such a useless and bad gf in reality??well i think i am...haiz im not sure but i think its my fault and i will try to improve and i really hope that he will treat me better. i think this might sound quite funny to you guys bcos of such a small matter and im feeling sad about it ahahahha but i just write it out bcos im kinda depressed and confused at the moment..

Listen - Beyonce

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete

Listen
To the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't listen

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own ... Read Morehome
And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind
You should have known

- Oh

Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse......
Into your own all 'cause you won't listen

給我一首歌的時間

雨停下的天空
灰的更加老舊
你說你不懂為何在這時牽手
我晒干了承諾
灰的更加懵懂
就算做事做錯也隻是怕錯過

在一起走
分開了走
是不是說沒有做完的夢最痛
你若退后
我能承受
在最后的出口
在愛過哪兒才有

能不能給我一首歌的時間
緊緊的把那擁抱變成永遠
在我的懷裡
不用太多失眠
如果你想忘記我也能適應

能不能給我一首歌的時間
把故事聽到最后才說再見
你送我的眼淚
讓他留在雨天
如果你懷疑一心的依然勇氣當作鄙夷

被淋濕的天空
灰的更加老舊
你說你不懂我為何在這時牽手
我晒干了承諾
灰的狠沖動
就算做事做錯也隻是怕錯過

在一起走
分開了走
是不是說沒有做完的夢最痛
你若退后
我能承受
在最后的出口
在愛過哪兒才有

能不能給我一首歌的時間
緊緊的把那擁抱變成永遠
在我的懷裡
不用太多失眠
如果你想忘記我也能適應

能不能給我一首歌的時間
把歌詞聽到最后再說再見
你送我的眼淚
讓他留在雨天
如果你懷疑一心的依然勇氣當作鄙夷
你說我不該不該不該在這時候說了我愛你
要怎麼証明我沒有說謊的力氣
請告訴我
而暫停算不算放棄
我隻有那一天的回憶

能不能給我一首歌的時間
緊緊的把那擁抱變成永遠
在我的懷裡
不用太多失眠
如果你想忘記我也能適應

能不能給我一首歌的時間
哦.把歌詞聽到最后再說再見
你送我的眼淚
讓他留在雨天
哦.如果你懷疑一心的依然勇氣當作鄙夷

Rap部分:
你說過我不該不該
在這時說愛你
要怎麼証明我沒有力氣
可是暫停卻算不算放棄

我說我不該不該
不該在這時才說愛你
要怎麼証明我沒有力氣
我隻有一天回憶

説好的幸福呢

妳的回話凌亂著　在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿　甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯　我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌　假裝沒事了
時間過了　走了　愛情面臨選擇
妳冷了　倦了　我哭了
離開時的不快樂　妳用卡片手寫著
有些愛只給到這真的痛了
怎麼了　妳累了　說好的　幸福呢
我懂了　不說了　愛淡了　夢遠了
開心與不開心　一一細數著　妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻　我都還記得
妳不等了　說好的　幸福呢
我錯了　淚乾了　放手了　後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著　要怎麼停呢

Fort Minor feat. Holly Brook - "Where'd You Go" [w/Lyrics]

its a nice song, but sad mv..must listen to it!!

At The Beginning - Anastasia

Ahahahah

Nice Day

hey im blogging once again^^ well all the while im thinking too much heheheh he did not hear anything at all and we are back to normal once again hehehhehe he always calls me xiao jie jie and i call him small boi boi too bcos he really look like a small kid to me :P he is quite funny and he always makes me smile and i really like being together with him..this is the feelings that i like and not always being so sad and emoing all the while ahhahah oh ya i love to see him play basketball too bcos he looks quite cool while playing basketball moreover that is his fav game..btw anywhere or anyhow also he can sleep tsk tks tsk like a pig right and must wake him up if not he will sleep dont know till what time ahhahahha now im so sien bcos he is off to work again haiz...he is working from tuesday till sat..dont worry la anyway at night also will see him yay!! time better faster pass 'tick tock tick tock tick tock' hahahaha well will try to update again when im free~~ miss u and love u lil boi heheheh muakxxx

吴克群 - 牵牵牵手

Random

well its been a long while i did not blog...ok today is kinda boring day and my mood is down and i really do miss lil boi boi a lot!!i dont know whether did i say something wrong yesterday night bcos he was sleeping, and i was talking to my friend about the person i used to like bfore to my friend on the phone..well i always talk about that 'guy' to my friends, but i dont like that person anymore bcos i ald have lil boi boi.. im not sure whether did he over heard our conversation...he seems to be different in the sense ermm he used to hug me at night while im sleeping, but that night he did not :( so i guess he overheard the conversation..if i still like that guy, i would not be together with him..maybe im just thinking too much haiz...not sure just feel so down today....i dont want to be sad bcos i really hate that feelings a lot and it simply spoils ur mood..i really hope that i can turn back time so i wont say such things...sis can tell me what to do?i really need ur help here or maybe im just thinking too much over such a small things haiz....miss u guys back in malaysia and the ktv session ^^ will try to update the blog when im blogging cheers

周杰倫新歌「稻香」

his latest song is really nice should listen to it!!!! jay jia you!!sarang he yo yon won he!!!

Secondhand Serenade - Goodbye

Mid Autumn Festival!!

well we went to king's park to light up our tang lung (Lanterns) yesterday and we explore around kings park at night ahhahaa but we couldnt finish walking because when we reach one spot, there is water sprinklers so we cant continue walking ahahhaha but it was really fun and cho nun jongmal jo a hae!! at first it was really creapy and dark because it seems like just us walking that path, but lucky we have our lanterns with us ahhahaa i still remember that while walking back, calvin played the one miss call ringtone..it is already very freaky walking there, and yet he played that ahahhahah trying to make ppl scared...and ya we went to this place in kings park where there is a tree where it looks like it has a face in it ahahaha serious...will put up the pictures soon, but not sure whether u guys can see it clearly... it is really fun going to king's park at night although its freaky because there are stories which i heard about that place..but i really enjoyed it that night!! will update the blog soon an nyong

The Girls

Charlene & I

Angelina & I

ahhahahahaha we thought that it is paul at first because

there is this guy that wears the same sweater as paul

so sweet!!!

ahahhaha what do u guys think this picture looks like?

Ellie & I

Charlene & I

Paul & I

Nice Sceneries!! Jo A Hae

Charlene, Angelina & I

Hanns & I

Angelina & Ellie

Teresa

The Guys

Those who were holding the lanterns ahahhaha

This is the tree im talking about can u guys spot it?

Opening the Mooncake to eat!! Happy Moon Cake Festival!!

Look at the Lanterns arent they colourfull and nice ahahahha

Bored!!

an neong cho nun just kinda bored now so i just update the blog ahahha well the song called fall for you which i keep listening to it from my friends blog because the songs is soooo nice dont u guys think so? well the mid autumn festival event held by TSL (The Singapore Link) just over..it was quite bad the turn out, we expected more ppl to turn up but it was less than expected...maybe due to the rain ppl wont come out of their flats i guess ahahha i hate raining days it makes me feel like no mood to do things or cant even go out!! it really spoils my day...it has been raining for the whole day till now non stop haiz....i kinda miss him actually dont know why but just have this feeling..by the way i have no idea why im writting this though ahahhaha guys can just ignore me if im starting to talk crap.. go ppl listen to the song its nice to listen too ahhaha trust me!!i think im really going crazy for the time being bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla...............................................................................................................................
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well i think im getting too bored and really really really crazy ahhahahahha oppa bogoshipoyo!! oppa mo hae yo? oppa wae yo?sarang he yo oppa!! cho nun pi gon isso yo ahahahha i think im really becoming crazy now ahhahaha well its fun learning korean!! seriously trust me guys its really fun ahahhaah ok for the time being cho nun pi gon isso yo and an nyong he ju mu se yo oppa! btw can just ignore me i think im too bored so im becoming mad hahahahha good night guys!!cheers

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

권보아

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周杰伦

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Shadow of the Day - Linkin Park

Lyrics
I close both locks below the window
I close both blinds and turn away
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes goodbye's the only way
*Chorus*
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you
In cards and flowers on your window
Your friends all plead for you to stay
Sometimes beginings aren't so simple
Sometimes goodbye's the only way
*Repeat chorus* x3

Jay My Fav!!

Lyrics
Zen me yin cang
Wo de bei shang
Shi qu ni de di fang
Ni de fa xiang
San de cong mang
Wo yi jing gen bu shang
Bi shang yan jing
Hai neng kan jian
Ni li qu de hen ji
Zai yue guang xia yi zhi zhao xun na xiang nian de shen ying
Ru guo shuo fen shou shi ku tong de qi dian
Na zai zhong dian zhi qian
Wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian
Xiang yao dui ni shuo de
Bu gan shuo de ai
Hui bu hui you ren ke yi ming bai
*Chorus*
Wo hui fa zhe dai
Ran hou wang ji ni
Jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
Xiang zhe na yi tian
Hui you ren dai ti
Rang wo bu zai xiang nian ni
Wo hui fa zhe dai
Ran hou wei wei xiao
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
You xiang le yi bian
Ni wen rou de lian
Zai wo wang ji zhi qian
*reapeat from start and then chorus*

Xin li de yan lei
Mo hu le shi xian
Ni yi kuai kan bu jian

My First Blog

well this is the first time blogging and i was told by my friends to have blog long ago and here it is!! well today its quite boring and there is not much stuff u can do around perth...wish that my friends are here with me and wanted to see him..feel so down today and im wondering what he is doing right now...just feeling bored if anyone reads this just dont bother about me because im just feeling bored!!ahhahaha see ya and will try to update some time cheers