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well i started blogging again after so long!! hahahahha well i ask him a question that whether he treat me as a substitute in the first place and whether does he likes me in the first place? and he tell me the answer is no and he told me that at first he doesnt really like me and wanted to break up with me before and then there was once when he went clubbing to celebrate anas farewell (i think) without me and he said that he was worrying about me and stuff...i myslef while listening to him saying those words feel like its so fake...i also ask him a question regarding last time he used to like jess but jess rejected him and moreover there is this girl that likes him and since that girl likes him so he just go for it...and his answer is like he doesnt treat me as a substitute and he knows that jess doesnt like him ald in the first place and not because of that he chooses me.. and he also say that in the first place that he doesnt like me until when he went clubbing during anas farewell he left me behind and he say that he regreted didnt bring me along and stuff haiz...when i heard that i find that its so fake and besides that he doesnt even contact his gf when she is with her friends till so late and sometimes when she is with a guy (that guys is my close friend)..and my friends can even ask me 'ur bf haven called u yet?' then i would answer dont know he doesnt even call and thats not the first time ald so many times..by the way his answer is like thats his character and he is not the type of person that calls ppl to ask where are they and he put full trust in me no matter which friend i hang out with...this shows that he doesnt even care about his gf at all haiz... i have nothing to say ald...by the way i broke up with him the next day bcos both of us like dont like each other and he say that what makes me think so...he didnt even say anything to not wanting me to break up...im not sure whether im doing the right thing..what am i to him?why are all the guys which are together with me like that???